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I'll Count on You

by Yes, Leeward

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From the excursion i drive to a world with seemingly nothing to give with this i decipher a ruthless way to live once our bodies are not physically fit do we start to die? a place where we lose existence based on time a long-lasting cancer displayed by our skin's decline a cider in which there is no fine line between the juice and the vinegar our adolescence would be very aware doing anything simply because their decaying self will soon care once they stop growing, life is but a snare and struggling only makes it worse brothers and sisters, do not be mislead there is no dying, only alive and dead walk the earth as if there is no end only then will you be free
2.
i don't recall the first time i saw you but i wish i saw you sooner yes i do my memory keeps me awake at night so long i figured you dont want to hear me talk to you and i wish i knew it was worth it when i look in your eyes i see myself please take me out of reality i don't want to argue about the mistakes we've done we'll be here all night I'll count on you just admit that we are more than friends one time then you never have to say it again
3.
ADHD 03:26
my adhd is kicking in i really need to pay attention but i really wanna play this guitar that's what really matters to me now these songs i play are for attention otherwise i would play for real now that i got that off my chest i feel like a man and i don't know if i like you anymore and if i don't, then i never did before and in my room i pray to God that i may tell the truth if that doesn't work, im going to miss you you make this city shine so bright i make this city sad it turns the days to night do we cancel each other out or do we ignite?
4.
Daze 02:45
i wish i made my own choices instead i listen to voices was always told i'm important told not to follow myself i wanna walk on the Appalachian trail i wanna find out the key to cure what ails i wanna take all the thoughts inside my head assemble them in song follow through with it am i supposed to be learning? to get a job and start working? to live a life full of yearning for things that could have been? i wanna find the time to think and sit i wanna live on the greener side of it i wanna know what its really like to live full of harmony follow through with it it seems like i'm okay i know that happiness will fade its just an artificial daze my high school feelings go away there must be more to life than this a realistic type of bliss a feeling that i cant resist i know i followed through with it
5.
Worries 03:36
i could tell you saw me as a mystery inside of your head i thought that i could see a secret side of you that you weren't trying to keep a thought of what i wished you'd be... a thought inside my head and i can barely keep myself with all my needs another mouth to feed inside of my house? i'm immune to the sickness you give off i'm used to the pain the damage is taking its toll and these scars wont fade away another mistake i'm glad that i made i've learned from them all and i know not to talk to a parasite like you and most of all i can barely keep myself with all my needs another mouth to feed inside of my house?
6.
there is beauty in the silence my words will one day be sought they say ignorance is bliss and i'm discovering why it's not we laughed until the light fell and they called you in for work 'what a catastrophic passing welcome sickness welcome hurt' my exaggerated self came from real emotions then presently i think it comes from all the weather that we're in it feels robotic to me now, no more sickness, no more pain i knew all the things i said would probably one day stay the same it's the late night talks maybe one text every hour it's the greetings in the hallway they make me mask my inner coward it's the weekends we're alone it's the weekends we're at home it's the days we can't decide on what to do or where to go but i promise i will change, pretty soon we'll be together i can't change on my own, im dependent on the weather once the branches turn to green and the crops begin to grow in the end i'll never leave, in the end i'll never go
7.
i lost you on a Saturday night when the sun went down and the moon went bright when did i see your face for the very last time? you moved slow and i moved too fast honestly i'm surprised we both didn't crash but the past is behind we should just try to relax and the pavement was covered in broken glass eighth grade year we began to talk and i'm not surprised it didn't last long cause in ninth grade year you were gone can't believe that you left so soon and you forgot to take me with you its a shame that the same does not apply to you and it never will apply to you. gone, withdraws, missing home, i can believe you're gone, your mom on the lawn, she is wearing out her lungs and i can't do anything but sit here now you're gone. faith, i have none, never will, it's sad to say i have no faith, its a gift, its a leap that i must jump for it is faith, and since you're gone, i think it might be time to have some faith. doubt, maybe so, but at least i will not ever show this doubt, it is from the devil himself, he'll never figure out that i am to my breaking point this time it's doubt waiting in this line, its only worse 'cause she is mine and it's a sickness that i've come to and the symptoms are my pride and in the casket where she laid, i put a picture that i made for her to see. and i recovered from those days and maybe it was just a phase but i can promise you, it will go away.

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Yes, Leeward's debut record

Sam Dickerson - Acoustic/Lead Vocals
Donald Wynn - Bass
Scott Jackson - Drums
Christian Stuart - Lead Electric

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released February 28, 2015

Recorded at Street Sounds in Dayton, Ohio.
Artwork by Alexis VanFleet
Mastered by William Duritsch

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A band from Ohio composed of Scott Jackson, Donald Wynn, Sam Dickerson, and Christian Stuart.

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